Queen Bee's thoughts

I am almost 4 mos. out from surgery. I have lost 31 lbs This picture was taken today.
This morning I was thinking about being obese and how it felt. Do any of you feel like you are just a shadow figure to the world? People do not look at me, they do not see me and they do not want to see me. All they see is a large shadow to be avoided. Only my family sees the person under the fat. But when they look at other obese people what do they see?
When I lose all the weight, what will I see?
And how about all of us, the obese people? Don't we want to just blend in to a point that no one sees us? I think I do. I don't want to be noticed.